Thursday, January 5, 2012

Free Day!

Today is a gift of the unexpected! What I thought I would be doing today – turns out I’m not – so that means FREE DAY!! So much can be done on a free day – but really is it free if I fill it up with obligation and to-do list items? I think NOT – which is why at least a substantial part of this free day will be spent at my big, beautiful, red easel. This makes me supremely happy!
The fact that I will be arting it up today instead of to-doing it (my usual), is very apropos for today’s art post. This is the second piece I did out of three for the Swell Sister (an amazing group of women artists) Art Show in November.

Letting Go
 12x12 Acrylic on board

This piece originated with thoughts swirling in my head during a CR meeting (Celebrate Recovery). I’ve been going to CR since last spring – I’m sure it’s no surprise to anyone who really knows me that I’m a flaming co-dependent. Addiction/maturity/character issues – this girl will accept the blame and turn herself inside out to fix it for another – until she explodes ugliness all over the place. That’s the cycle – or it was the cycle until God got my attention about working on my own character/maturity issues and leaving other peoples crap to Him. It’s a journey – I fall, I get back up – I have good days and bad – but all in all I’m making progress in letting go of some very unhealthy stuff. This painting is about the process of letting go – letting go of destructive behaviors, relationships and thinking which have influenced my life and relationship with God.  
I'm off to enjoy my free day - I hope you enjoy yours!

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